2019 was difficult, and I haven't ever said that about any other year. Like it full on mega sucked. From others I talked to most people seemed to feel the same way, and it got my wondering why?

We are getting older, different problems from those in my teens maybe? The people I am around having similar problems/issues? Whatever it was I couldn't be more glad it's over, but I couldn't be more glad it happened.

This year was definitely a trying year, I have never experienced the hardships- and I hope to never again. But it made me so much stronger as a person that I can be forever grateful for.

Getting a tumor- (which at 27 years old I never thought I would have to say) but having an amazing surgeon that successfully removed it and it being cancer free.

The tumor taught me a lot, before this I can't say I had a huge drive for life. I felt like I was just floating through. Getting at tumor and suddenly feeling like you may die gave me a new lease on life. 

Which this new drive for life I am going to say cheers to you 2019 may we never see you again.

Cheers,
J xx